I realize I've become quite melancholic as I enter the second quarter of my life, and depending on your own current experiences, you may find my ramblings relatable or annoying. Maybe both.
I really am trying to build a life for myself. Those tangibles I mention - my job, family, friends, this blog - I recognize the support and sense of a foundation that they give me. Yet I still feel so, so empty inside. And for the first time in my life I'm questioning whether that void will ever be fulfilled. If I'll ever make it to the other side.
I know that I love to write. I've been thinking about going to graduate school. Maybe even moving across the country. I consider what it would be like to pursue these things. I wonder if I'll ever leave Suburban Connecticut.
More than that, though, at the moment I could use some guidance and affirmation. I know we all have our own bags of issues to deal with, so would it be possible for us to each other out?
I've been listening to this a lot lately:
Are we worth it? I think so...yet sometimes I need to hear it from you.